Silly me

I need to stop putting all this out for the world to see I suppose. But a journal to myself somehow does not console me. I feel you can see my words right here on silly Facebook. The only reason I ever joined was to be more connected to my daughters when I didn’t see them everyday. So I guess, that’s how I connect to you…..and for all the world to see. Silly, silly me. You never wanted a fuss made over you though you shined brighter than the sun. I know you would not want me this sad, but Kaitlyn, I didn’t want you to die either.

I love you Kaitlyn. My life without you in it will be forever sad, though I know you don’t want me to me sad. But how can I not? I love you.

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About gatito2

My name is Rhonda. I'm a registered nurse, for the last 20 years, that has not been able to work since the day I learned of my daughter's death by suicide 4-12-13. (She actually died 4-11-13 and her body was not found until the 12th) Me and my husband have been married for 32 years and he's a wonderful man. We grieve in different ways. He works, I write. This is my journey through this horrible land of losing a child..
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