I need to stop putting all this out for the world to see I suppose. But a journal to myself somehow does not console me. I feel you can see my words right here on silly Facebook. The only reason I ever joined was to be more connected to my daughters when I didn’t see them everyday. So I guess, that’s how I connect to you…..and for all the world to see. Silly, silly me. You never wanted a fuss made over you though you shined brighter than the sun. I know you would not want me this sad, but Kaitlyn, I didn’t want you to die either.
I love you Kaitlyn. My life without you in it will be forever sad, though I know you don’t want me to me sad. But how can I not? I love you.