The towels, the hand towel, the washcloth

Doing laundry today. Took one of the sets of towels, hand towel, and wash cloth that I took from your apartment bathroom and put them in my main bathroom (I kept all of your things like that to use them). They still have your scent Kaitlyn. Whatever you washed your clothes in, I think Tide with Fabreez and some kind of fabric softener you used, is what I smell on your clothes and towels, etc. It still smells of you because I had not washed these yet. They’ve not been washed since you last washed them and put them away in your bathroom.

So I smell them before I set them out in my bathroom and I am transformed back to the last time I hugged you and you smelled like that. What I wouldn’t do to be able to hug you once again and breathe in your scent like I always did. I always hugged you at least 4 times before you ever even got from my door to your car, I hated to let you go so much. And now look at just how much I had to let go…….

About gatito2

My name is Rhonda. I'm a registered nurse, for the last 20 years, that has not been able to work since the day I learned of my daughter's death by suicide 4-12-13. (She actually died 4-11-13 and her body was not found until the 12th) Me and my husband have been married for 32 years and he's a wonderful man. We grieve in different ways. He works, I write. This is my journey through this horrible land of losing a child..
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