Since you’ve been gone I have realized that not only have I lost a wonderful daughter, I lost a good friend. I’ve always been very much a mother to you, I tried to guide you as best I could, and I loved you with all my heart. But also, there was more, as I always said, we were kindred spirits. We enjoyed things together that not everyone else was interested in, inside jokes, special times. You have no idea the void that has come into my life knowing I will never have that again with you.
Me and my own mother have always shared a great relationship and do until this day. We can talk about anything and she is always there for me. I almost lost her from a heart attack when I was 17. Thank goodness she came through and I have been blessed with all these years with her. That is what I was wanting with you Kaitlyn, for us to be together until I was old, friends, mother/daughter, that’s what I thought would happen.
I will forever hate the depression that took you away from us Kaitlyn, but I will forever love you.