This video was suggested to me on a forum I belong to. These people know that though these videos and songs are so sad, but they know that is how I’m grieving. It’s all I know to do, watch something that I can relate to and cry and cry. I cry to get it out of me. But it never all comes out of me, just more is manufactured.
The man in this video is in no way similar to Kaitlyn other than the subject of this video has died. Kaitlyn was born country, but she did not have a country soul and she didn’t like country music, she would have never had a truck like this. She was born from somewhere else. Not that she thought she was better, she was just different in a good way. But maybe that difference is what sometimes made her feel alone. I often thought she was just given to me on loan until she would go far away to make her mark. I never dreamed she would go so far away.
But I can relate to this singer. He’s lost someone and the only way he can cope is to drive the person’s truck he left behind, seeing and touching all the things just as he left it, and doing things just to barely cope with the devastating loss of a loved one. Just as I go around touching all of Kaitlyn’s things, he drives his truck.