I never share anything on this blog unless it is very meaningful to me and puts to words or music that portray the very deep feelings I have about my loss of my daughter Kaitlyn. I wonder so many things. I wonder why she had to leave, even though she told me in her note, there’s still so much to wonder. I wonder how such a beautiful soul could be taken from this often ugly world. A soul that lit this world up. I don’t understand. If it’s not from the depths of my soul, it does not go onto my blog.
I have often included videos of songs that relay my feelings of loss and grief. I’ve even made slides myself. They all mean so very, very much to me. But today I was sent a video on my facebook that I had not had time to look at until tonight. I think lots of people don’t take time to listen to songs posted somewhere because they don’t want to take the time which is unfortunate. But this song, from the moment this young woman started singing these lyrics with her beautiful words and voice, I was moved beyond any mere words I could ever come up with. She asked all the questions and relayed all the hope for someone that has died. It’s one of the most beautiful songs with the most moving lyrics I’ve ever heard. Perhaps it’s because I ask and hope these VERY same things for Kaitlyn. I ask these questions ALL the time. I feel this song was sent to me for a reason. It’s beautiful. Please take the time to listen.