The heart

I’m really consumed in grief more than usual tonight. For those that subscribe to my blog and are getting all these posts, I apologize, but I’m in agony.

The pic below is the parent and child necklace shaped as a heart that she gave me after the first one she gave me got stolen during a break in. She gave me the first one years ago. I wore it all the time. It was me and her, shaped in a heart forever. My heart is broken.



About gatito2

My name is Rhonda. I'm a registered nurse, for the last 20 years, that has not been able to work since the day I learned of my daughter's death by suicide 4-12-13. (She actually died 4-11-13 and her body was not found until the 12th) Me and my husband have been married for 32 years and he's a wonderful man. We grieve in different ways. He works, I write. This is my journey through this horrible land of losing a child..
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6 Responses to The heart

  1. Neal says:

    You never have to apologize for being sad.

    It’s a beautiful necklace. And I remember you said she sent you another one after the break in, right?

    I’m pretty sad tonight too. I sent you a private Facebook message about a previous post.

    I wish you peace tomorrow. But I know it will be difficult. I love Kaitlyn so much.


  2. b4anita says:

    They say time is the all-cure for all aches…. I say such pain never goes away, just takes alternate shapes and forms. You write this blog exactly for times like this – as an outlet. So let it out, no need for apologies.


  3. gatito2 says:

    Thank you. I do tend to let it all out. I’m just driven by a huge desire and need to do it.


  4. gatito2 says:

    Yes Neal, that’s the second one she bought me because the first one was stolen. I didn’t know she was getting another one for me until it came in the mail. Just another incredibly sweet thing she did. I cherish it and was devastated when the first one got stolen. This one means just as much to me as well.


  5. Topaz says:

    I agree: no need to apologize. Please keep sharing. I will continue to offer support as best I can.


  6. gatito2 says:

    Thank you Topaz.


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