Kaitlyn always loved the movie with Robin Williams, “What Dreams May Come.” It was one of her extra special movies that she really loved since it came out and on through the years. She had the DVD. To be quite honest, I didn’t really like it and told her so. We usually liked the same movies, but not in this case. I guess the reason being is that it disturbed me. It was about a couple that lost their two children in a car accident. Then not long after that, the husband got killed in a car accident. It showed him in the afterlife. She was left on earth so depressed so she killed herself. They told the husband in the afterlife that he would never see her because people that killed themselves did not go to the same place that others did. The husband set about leaving where he was and finding her and bringing her to him.
I guess what disturbed me so much is that I have always believed that if someone is disturbed or sick enough to kill themselves, God understands that and they still go to heaven. But then again, this was a fictional movie, so anything could happen.
When Kaitlyn took her life and I got all her things from her apartment to my house, the DVD that was in her DVD player was this movie. I don’t know if she watched it the day or night she took her life, the week before, or months before. I just don’t know, but I always wondered. I tried to watch it after she died and I couldn’t get through it.