I dreamed of Kaitlyn this morning and wanted to type it down before it left my mind.
It was so vivid, we were sitting in a car parked somewhere and she was on the driver’s side, I was on the passenger side. She looked just like she did when she was 18 before she went away to college. She looked at me with that worried look on her face (a face she always had if she was very concerned about something, you could see it in her eyes and expression). She looked at me and said, “You’re worried about me, aren’t you Momma?” I said “Of course I’m worried about you. You’re here but you’re not really here.” I had a pack in my hands like Goodie Powders except is was some kind of medicine that was a strong pain medicine like Darvocet in it, (this kind of medicine does not exist) and she looked at me and asked, “Why do you take that stuff?” I said that I have to because I was in so much pain. “And besides, this is probably how you died.” (I know how she died and drugs were not involved, nor do I take narcotic pain medication of any sort). Then I looked up at where we had arrived, it was like a school. I turned back to my left and she was gone. Maybe my dream would have continued but it was 5 am and my husband woke up because he is used to getting up that early for work, even though it is Sunday. My cat Dagny was already at the head of my bed getting ready to pull at my hair to get me to feed him and Allyn got up. I laid there to try to go back to dream again, but sleep could not capture me again so I got up at 6 am.
I don’t know what this dream meant, but it was so vivid.