This photo may seem strange to you and why I would even post it may seem unclear. I’m sure someone clicked their camera when someone was holding the camera not intending to take a picture. It appears to be at Christmas. But I found this somewhere and can’t remember whose camera it came off of. But I didn’t delete it after I discovered it because I discovered it after Kaitlyn died. You might think it shouldn’t mean much to me, but it means EVERYTHING to me because that is my baby’s foot. A foot I looked at with those or some other flip flops on many times; a foot that was barefoot around the house. The flip flops I gave away or threw away after she died because they were so worn, I wish I still had because they had her toe imprints on them. Oh how I wish I had them back.
Sometimes when Kaitlyn would be sitting in front of me in the recliner at home I would say, “Fan out your toes.” And she would fan out her toes and I thought it so cute it made me squeal. She said, “Momma, you just think that’s cute because cats fan out their toes like that.” She may be right, because they do. But I always loved when she fanned her toes out.
I loved her from the tip of her toes to the top of her head. To only be able to see those toes fan out once more.
Just another memory. A sweet one for me.