Monthly Archives: November 2013

Just Close your eyes……

Posted on November 18, 2013 by gatito2

I’ve posted this on my facebook twice but no one ever responds to it but that’s ok. Sometimes I just want to put things out there. This video has nothing to do with Kaitlyn but it surely reflects the greyness … Continue reading →

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Can You Tell Me?

Posted on November 17, 2013 by gatito2

Now that I have your self-portrait hanging up Kaitlyn, I get to simply turn my head to the right when I’m sitting in the den, look into my living room and there you are. A beautiful, exquisite drawing of you … Continue reading →

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Kaitlyn’s Self-Portrait is Framed

Posted on November 17, 2013 by gatito2

After months of waiting for the medical school to get their copy of it to hang in their wellness center, getting it back and waiting on a frame to arrive, I finally have Kaitlyn’s self-portrait drawing hanging in the living … Continue reading →

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Pieces of my Heart

Posted on November 15, 2013 by gatito2

I drive into my garage and the first thing I see is Kaitlyn’s cat carrier that she bought Gatito that is way too small for him that she could no longer use. It has a pretty decorative soft cloth inside … Continue reading →

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I’m Going Back to Work

Posted on November 12, 2013 by gatito2

I’m going back to work part-time at my old job. I asked my former boss if she needed an RN part time there and she said she did. I don’t know how many hours yet, as she’s yet to work … Continue reading →

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Goodbye My Little Girl

Posted on November 11, 2013 by gatito2

Just before 7 this morning I awoke from a vivid dream. So I got up and fed my dog since she was out there barking and came to type my dream down while it was still vivid. I dreamed I … Continue reading →

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Where I Used to Have a Heart

Posted on November 9, 2013 by gatito2

Back when I first started listening to Martina McBride back in the 90s I used to love this song. I had no idea that it would one day express so well how I feel since I lost my daughter Kaitlyn. … Continue reading →

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I Wonder What They Would Think

Posted on November 6, 2013 by gatito2

What if I were to go down to Independence Mall, go to Charlotte Russe and go to the little ottomans they have near the dressing rooms and sit there? Wonder what they would think? I can see the lady coming … Continue reading →

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The Ever Present Question

Posted on November 3, 2013 by gatito2

No matter how much I know and how much I learn, for the life of me there are so many things I don’t understand. My wonderful daughter Kaitlyn who had the iron will of a super hero, the determination and … Continue reading →

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Falling Into Being

Posted on November 3, 2013 by gatito2

Falling into Being You, you with the clovers in your hair, your braided sun beams. Flowers and winged things. How you’ll never know the species of them, but you know them by their colors–their tiny reflected sunlights. You call them … Continue reading →

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