Monthly Archives: February 2014

The Flowers

As the 1 year date of Kaitlyn’s death draws nearer and nearer (4-11-13) I am filled with unutterable horror and dread. I made it, albeit barely, through all the other “dates;” Mother’s Day, Father’s Day, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and her birthday. … Continue reading

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Stars

My daughter Kaitlyn was my bright shining star. I always told her that her whole life. I told her that the last time I saw her alive. We always loved to look at the stars, meteor showers, lunar eclipses and … Continue reading

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It Is Just So, So Hard

Oftentimes I think of Kaitlyn during the times we once talked while she was in medical school. One particular instance was when she and I were sitting at the kitchen table and we were talking about how different medicines work … Continue reading

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Need Help About This Picture

This is the picture I want to use on my book cover, but the designer needs a high resolution pic and since I’m not the one to have taken it, and Kaitlyn had another computer when it was taken and … Continue reading

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“Yes, I Know Momma”

“Oh she’s home again, my baby’s home again,” I thought as I sat in my recliner in my den. She sat right in front of me in the other recliner in the den. That seat was usually her father’s, but … Continue reading

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What My Book Will Be and Will Not Be

As of yesterday, my book is signed, sealed and delivered to the publishing company where it will be formatted, edited, and the cover will be collaborated upon with me by the person who actually is an expert in covers. So … Continue reading

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I Always Knew

I Always Knew Trying So hard To reach your toys by crawling. Running searching Trying to reach the eggs Without falling. And you had eyes of blue Skin so fair and I always knew That I knew you so well … Continue reading

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Is anything I ever thought to be true, true after all?

When Kaitlyn’s father and I used to go see her at her apartment in the town she went to medical school in, every time we would leave to go back home, before we would even get out of the apartment … Continue reading

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“And I knew you pigtails and all…….”

Last week I had to abandon my bed for a while. Let’s just say my cat Dagny had a urinary problem I did not know about until an event on my bed. I feel I need not say more. So … Continue reading

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Kaitlyn

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