The Meteor Shower

Last night I put on sweat pants and a sweat shirt, got my new lounge chair, drug it out into the darkest part of my yard, laid down flat on it, covered myself with what was Kaitlyn’s afghan when she was home, hoping to see some of the meteor shower. I laid there and laid there and I searched the heavens that were visible to me but I never saw not one. I begged the skies, “Just show me ONE, that is all I ask.” But it was not to be.

But as I lay there I looked at all the stars. The bright ones, the dim ones, I saw the big dipper, I saw one of the spirals that is our own Milky Way Galaxy and I wondered how far away you are Kaitlyn. What could you be doing? What does one do in heaven? Are you mentally and intellectually stimulated and satisfied with the things in heaven? I cannot conceive of it but can only hope and pray that you In the paradise you so richly deserve.

And as I looked upon the brightest star of the sky I thought about what I already knew; no star shines brighter than you.

I buried my face in your afghan and I went inside.

This video has been shown to death I know, but it expresses so many of the questions that I have and how much I feel so well, I just had to post it again.

I love you Kaitlyn and I hope you are dancing.

About gatito2

My name is Rhonda. I'm a registered nurse, for the last 20 years, that has not been able to work since the day I learned of my daughter's death by suicide 4-12-13. (She actually died 4-11-13 and her body was not found until the 12th) Me and my husband have been married for 32 years and he's a wonderful man. We grieve in different ways. He works, I write. This is my journey through this horrible land of losing a child..
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6 Responses to The Meteor Shower

  1. Author Catherine Townsend-Lyon says:

    WOW! I take a bit of time to get some writing done on my next 2 books and I see YOURS is out!! *Congrats* So happy for you! Are you on Goodreads? I’ll go add your book to my “To Read Shelf” as I’m half done with a current book I have to review. I will go visit your book website as well.

    Gosh! So Happy for you! If you would like, I’d Love to do an *Author Guest Interview & Book Promo* on my writers blog to help get your book a wee bit more exposure? Let me know, I’d be happy to help You. my Writer/Author link is http://anAuthorandWriterinProgress.wordpress.com
    Hugs & Blessings,
    Catherine Lyon 🙂

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  2. gatito2 says:

    Thank you Catherine. Yes, it was published at the end of March. Yes, I am on Goodreads and would love for you to like me there.

    I would LOVE to do an Author Guest interview and book promo!! I need all the promotion I can get and will be so appreciative. If you like, you can email me at welding81@intrstar.net (note the spelling of intrstar). and let me know the particulars. Thak you a million times! 🙂

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  3. Uncle Spike says:

    Not heard that one before (I don’t have much of a life) – loved it.

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  4. Author Catherine Townsend-Lyon says:

    I’ll shoot you an email soon. Very easy with only 2 questions I ask, and with your permission I share a little of your blog website too 🙂 *Cat*

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