Tag Archives: loss of a child

I admit that I’m fickle, and other rambling thoughts

I sit here before the world, a very fickle person. Somehow I thought that I would be able to quit writing to and about Kaitlyn and it would help me get my mind off of her for one second of … Continue reading

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Your dreams and plans

Kaitlyn, whatever happened to all your dreams and plans? You dreamed and planned as a child and whatever you set your mind to, you achieved. I need not go over your achievements and your specialness here because I have written … Continue reading

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I still don’t understand

Every morning now when I wake up I’m sad. Sadness is now a continuous state, but in the mornings, it’s all new again. Then my wondering in my mind begins. The disbelief rears its head again and I am again … Continue reading

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The story of Night-Night Baby

Kaitlyn got a little stuffed lamb type toy (I think it was a child supposed to be dressed like a lamb, I don’t know) for her first Christmas and she was about 11 months old. It was very soft and … Continue reading

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I went to a grief counselor today

I went to my first appointment with the grief counselor today. She was wonderful, sympathetic, years of experience, and a great listener. I poured my heart out to her and she listened intently. I told her I have to somehow … Continue reading

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Kaitlyn’s visit and message

The other day I got a message from a trusted friend that is close in age to Kaitlyn. This message means a tremendous amount to me and goes very far in a way to make me feel better. I had … Continue reading

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