Did she know she was never alone?

Kaitlyn was very loved and supported and never alone in the sense of being loved. Yes, she lived alone and I have found out she was lonely, but those that loved her told her she would never be alone. On that last night I wonder if she really knew she was never alone. Did her depression erase that knowledge?

About gatito2

My name is Rhonda. I'm a registered nurse, for the last 20 years, that has not been able to work since the day I learned of my daughter's death by suicide 4-12-13. (She actually died 4-11-13 and her body was not found until the 12th) Me and my husband have been married for 32 years and he's a wonderful man. We grieve in different ways. He works, I write. This is my journey through this horrible land of losing a child..
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2 Responses to Did she know she was never alone?

  1. Neal says:

    I hope not. She made me feel not alone. I know that she knew that she wasn’t alone. But I don’t know what her last thought was. I hope it wasn’t that she was lonely.

    It’s so difficult.


  2. gatito2 says:

    Neal, I know she was not alone with good friends like you and I know she knew you would always be there for her. For some reason, she reached out to no one. But in the last hours her depression may have made her feel very alone. You are so right in it being so difficult. So difficult for all that loved her.


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