Monthly Archives: February 2014

Understanding Suicide

Originally posted on Shirleys Heaven:
I was cleaning out my e-mail box and came across an article that a friend sent me awhile back. I must have skimmed over it the first time around, as I often do with lengthy…

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The Clock

Kaitlyn, I go into the room where I have so many things from your apartment stored. I go in there every day to open the blinds. The first thing I see is the table and chair that you bought a … Continue reading

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Amputation

Today I had to run errands and was out and about. Evidently Bladen County let its schools out early because I got behind a few school buses. As I sat there waiting for the passengers to get out, each and … Continue reading

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Ponderings

You know, I often sit and wonder about many things. It’s my nature. But since the suicide of my youngest daughter Kaitlyn, I ponder so many more things even more in depth. A persistent thought has often run just beneath … Continue reading

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I Saw Kaitlyn in My Dream This Morning (update at end)

I dreamed about Kaitlyn again this morning. I have not dreamed about her since November and in that month I dreamed about her twice. This dream was a little more confusing and vague than the other dreams in what was … Continue reading

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My Visit to the Mall

I had to go to Wilmington, NC to do some business today. It’s one of our family’s favorite cities and is about an hour from my house. After my business was done I had to wait until my daughter Stephanie … Continue reading

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On My Refrigerator

I wonder if there is anyone in the world besides me that has left their children’s childhood drawings and creations on their refrigerator as long as I have. Here is one side of my refrigerator taken just a few minutes … Continue reading

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Medical School Dark Side

This is the world of which my daughter Kaitlyn was about to be thrust upon. She never acted or said that she feared it, and talked about how she looked forward to it. But someone that is depressed I don’t … Continue reading

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Kaitlyn Has a Sister!!!! :)

I am very aware that this blog and the majority of what I focus on since 4-12-13 is about Kaitlyn. Some of you may not even know she has a sister. I have 2 children Stephanie and Kaitlyn. Stephanie is … Continue reading

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Costume

Costume “Every morning I wake up And get ready for the costume ball I put on my mask And dress that is not my own This outfit I don Is not my true style But I wear it anyway Because … Continue reading

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